dying wishes

so for the past few days I've spent a lot of time thinking about death. Not because I want to die, just because of certain events bringing it to mind. If you know me, you already know I want all evidence of my existence destroyed; but that's not all. When I die, if I die young, I want to be painted as my god form, placed in my best suit, and put in a room with my closest friends. Beav is to play "Evil Will Prevail" by the Flaming Lips; if I fail to come back to life, I wish to be incinerated with my closest possessions. If at all possible (and I will attempt to arrange this myself), I want my ashes sent into outer space on the next space flight by NASA or any other country's space administration; once in space I want my ashes released into the vast, cold darkness so that I may wander the universe in everlasting peace. But if that doesn't work, I want to either be sprinkled on Serj Tankian's lawn or just rested somewhere cool that I would enjoy... maybe with the weeping vine... I just don't want to sit in a jar on someone's mantle, not even for one minute. Peace, love, and understanding. -AK.