fagotism

I love how some of the biggest "individuals" or "non-conformists" can turn out to be the biggest posers//conformists//copycats//American-douche-bag-scum-baskets or whatever you want to fucking call it. It's disgusting. You who claim to be an individual, yet follow whatever anyone else tells you or choose not to pave your own way; you people deserve nothing in this life. Go crawl in a ditch and die with the rest of the fagots you follow.

the bronx

the bronx

Believe me, it's a pattern of distrust that brings the fellow man
together to fight on a common ground for a common goal in a common land.
Evolving into ice, each and every one of us sees a promised land broken
A piece of a peaceful revenue, followed by the perforated edges of discomfort
Risen to find nothing more than broken eggshells, bloody fetus, home abandoned.
Live, Lie, Die trying.
Seek the fallow valley, grab the sullen ground.
Round, round, round, circumnavigating.
Dead leaves broken wrist carpal autumn evening.
Radiation radiating from the end point radius.
Comatose, lying broken and bruised
Staring blankly at a sheet of paper
In aisle three of the local shopping center.
Eyes on the reverse end of a nanosecond shutter
Blinking lights, door left wide open
Down inner city pressing days of Armageddon.
Meteorite red-lights, taxi cabs a go-go.
Left hand shaking, front lobe throbbing
Eraser left shaving.
This lead left broken
At the end of my creation
The tool is useless now.
Overcoming convulsive rage.
Damn. I spilled my coffee.

acid

acid saved my life.

women

women can be horrible, vile creatures......... in fact, watching them I sometimes think they aren't even human. Sitting in Marble Slab today I saw one who was especially offensive- short skirt, tube top, bug-eye sunglasses, made up like a whore. she must've been at least 19 but she talked and acted like she was 12. Not one thing about her was original. Everything about her reeked of conformity. She was nothing but a programmed robot, eventually serving to perpetuate the creatures who birth and strengthen the fads that decay a nation. It is people like this who truly do not deserve life. IF YOU ARE ONE OF THESE PEOPLE, IF YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO CHOOSES TO FOLLOW THE "IN" CROWD INSTEAD OF THINKING AND CHOOSING FOR YOURSELF, PLEASE, DO ME A FAVOR AND KILL YOURSELF. -AK.


P.S. this bulletin does not simply apply to females.

sick

I'm so sick of stupid people who can't grow up. I'm not saying I'm fully an adult, but goddamn these people don't even know how to act 12.... this shit's ridiculous. seriously ridiculous. people need to grow up. And I'm sick of being mistreated by people that all I do is care for. I'm fucking sick of it and done with it. JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE IS NICE TO YOU DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM OR TREAT THEIR KINDNESS LIKE IT'S EXPECTED. take a good look at yourself people and get right. fucking ingrates.

wake up people

Why do some people choose to remain ignorant or choose to remain lost to their foolish self righteous egos? why don't they just listen to what people have to say and then attempt to better themselves by it? GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSES PEOPLE! I'm sick of watching people think they're always right or that their decision is better than someone else's. I'm very aware I was lost in this same affliction but at least I'm attempting to better myself ya know? Why won't you people fucking listen when someone tries to help you or tries to explain something to you in order to resolve something between yourselves. I just don't understand.... I guess it goes along with the whole "why would someone give up their own happiness in order to please someone else?".... but whatever... I guess that's the one thing Satanists got right (I'M NOT A SATANIST)... but in their religion willed ignorance is the single biggest sin. That's so awesome. But anyways to those of you who choose to remain delusional, I hope you rot in this place.. or wake up... either would be fine. Peace. -AK.

Life and the CCCP

Life is so uncertain. I don't understand why people want to waste their lives away just to have money when they're old. I NEVER WANT TO BE OLD. Why would someone work every day for forty years just to have enough money to take a cruise and then sit in their house for twenty years, alone because they were stupid enough to let their children make the same mistakes they did?! WHY?! Why do people allow themselves to be subdued by the drugs (whether illegal or prescription) that the government distributes to keep them distracted from the daily serving of bullshit that the media shoves down our throats. FUCK YOU AMERICA! I refuse to fall for your tricks. The day you break me and I agree to spend my best years breaking my back for your profit and your profit alone is the day that I will be found happily deceased. MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY: DO NOT ALLOW THIS CORRUPT CAPITALISTIC CORPORATE PRISON [CCCP] WHICH IS AMERICA TO SUBDUE YOU. DO NOT ALLOW IT TO TELL YOU YOU NEED TO WORK TO BE HAPPY. DO NOT LET IT MAKE YOU THINK YOU WILL BE POOR AND WORTHLESS IF YOU DON'T "MAKE SOMETHING OF YOURSELF". GET OUT THERE AND CONQUER YOUR DREAMS. TRULY MAKE SOMETHING OF YOUR LIFE, NOT JUST MONEY IN A RETIREMENT HOME. ALL THOSE DREAMS YOU EVER THOUGHT OF DOING? DO THEM! NOW! OPEN YOUR EYES PEOPLE. IN THE WORDS OF MY BEST FRIEND- Remember there is a world out there, and one day we'll own it. - OWN THIS WORLD PEOPLE, DO NOT LET SOMEONE YOU DID NOT APPOINT OWN YOU. I leave you with these words from Serj Tankian and myself.- "If I can control your mind, I can control your will. If I can control your will, I can control your desires. If I can control your desires, I can control your destiny."- YOU MUST SCREAM WHAT OTHERS ONLY DARE TO WHISPER. OPEN YOUR EYES, OPEN YOUR MOUTH, CLOSE YOUR HAND AND MAKE A FIST! They are poisoning our water. Learn what you can. Take control of your life, and escape. I love you all. Thank you for taking the time to let me inform you.